Its been a long time not updating my blog since the end of my internship. Been through a lot of things and looks like this semester and year is really a tough year ahead. The journey is extremely rocky. My "suspension" has been receiving lots of pressure from it.

Today, just to chill out, I went for a hike in BJ hill. The last time i went hiking was like 2 years ago? or perhaps 3?

Nevertheless, i didn't realize they already have another route up the hill. I took that new route. Of cos with some ppl around just in case i did not find my way. *I did got stuck a while on the way up.

Climbing 1/2 the hill is seriously damn tiring. In fact, before reaching 1/2 the hill, i did stop a few times. This shows how much stamina I had lost. Don't forget, i did mention earlier that, i follow some people up the with the new track. They are an uncle and aunty. Aged 64 and 60. My goodness, they can walk at a constant speed non stop. It is a disgrace to me as a young fella.

That's the point where my head starts to think, should i give up and walk down? or should i torture myself and climb further and just accept the pain. And suddenly my head thought of this "What the hell, the uncle and aunty oso can climb, i so pahliah cannot climb?? Ini apa 2nd dan" Therefore, decision made, continue to climb.. with many stops in between. hahaha

At last reach the top. Feel satisfied but the body was completely drop out. The leg muscle was shaking when i am standing. *damn weak* but the mind was fresh with the joy of accomplishment. Was also greeted by the uncle and aunty, "eh, reach d ah".

Enlighten for the day. This journey is suffering, but the sense of joy upon completing the journey is a bliss. I may be slow but i get to feel the bliss. Best with my own determination and hard work.

Industrial Training Flashback

Today, 30th Dec is my last day in Plexus. I don't know why but I have this mixed feeling of happy and sad that comes together. Happy as I get to enjoy and have a short break. Sad because I'm not gonna see m fellow colleagues and that is where studying life returns.

Although it is my last day of work, I'm still busy as a bee. This is because it is the end of the year. Meaning, it is quarter end and that is the time where the accountants are going to close and upkeep their accounts and upkeep it while the top management levels will do some assessment on the employees performance. What worries my supervisor is not about the accounts but the later one. That probably was also my most efficient day throughout the 15 weeks training. I can proudly say I did help him close up many issues. Hehehe =D

OK, that's not what I wanted to say about in this post. I'm just going to recall back all the past happenings that occur throughout the 15 weeks.

I remembering my first day stepping in to the department blur blur. How blur am I? I did not know that I was sitting next to my Section Manager for the first two weeks. The best thing is, when I'm free, I "shake leg" right in his eyes. Now do you agree with me that I'm blur?

My cubicle, sitting next to the manager

Shifted to new cubicle after a month. Purely for trainees

Photo of me and my new trainee

You will feel very proud when there is another trainee under you =D You can delicate the job to him and that is the moment I understood why my supervisor does not move from his cubicle when I'm around.

Next, is the things I learnt from during internship. Here are the list of it:

Good Things:

• Time management
• Networking
• Adapt to environment real fast
• Respect and courtesy to everybody
• Improve my eyes in finding defects

Bad Things:

• Berular
• Learn how to sleep in office undetected
• Scope at pretty girls in Finance department
• Learn how to avoid jobs

Although the negative things are lesser than the positive ones, but the word BERULAR itself is already a serious crime. Hahaha...

Crime# 1: Chiak Chuar

I makan ular, makan ular makan ular, then promoted become pekerja kedai ular pekerja kedai ular, then promoted become ketua ular ketua ular then promote buka kedai ular become boss kedai ular.

How I makan Ular??

A good employee that does not waste his time and does things fast will take the shortest route to his destination and accomplish it. Based on the picture above, that is a standard way for a good employee to move from point A to B.

As for the employee that is very good in curi tulang, this is how he does it.

Just to cover up his crime, he uses this excuse "I'm just gaining more knowledge about Plexus production floor"

The next method of curi tulang is we had a super extremely long tea break. The longest tea break I had was from 3pm to 5pm. Sit down in the cafeteria buy yogurt or Mang Chien Kuih to eat and talk nonsense and laugh our way till 5pm. I think 3/4 of the training period, I am practicing this. Tsk Tsk Tsk...

Crime# 2: Sleep in office unnoticed

OK, honestly, this was taught by the engineers in our department. We are just following their footstep. =P

See the picture below

Guess what is he doing??? This is call professional.

Another example.

This is call unprofessional.

Crime#3: Scope girls

The rumours of Plexus having lots of pretty gals seems to be true. There are indeed a lot of them. Sadly, I cant snap photos of them else I will get slap by them.

Crime#4: Avoiding jobs

This is call Tai Chi. But I rarely do this crime. Only once I think. I'm a hardworking trainee * it sounds very contradicting with the first crime

I think thats all that happened throughout my industrial training life. Regarding the question, will I go back to work there again? Maybe I will, but not as an SQE, maybe as a process or test engineer. But if can, Plexus is my last option. Hahaha...

Tang Yuen Festival

Another year has passed and here comes the Tang Yuen Festival.

This year, I overslept and did not get my chance to do it. Sad case =(

SQE Trainee Farewell Lunch

These week (19th-24th Dec 2011) is the second last week for me as a trainee and its the last for one of my friend. My Section Manager decided to treat us all of us lunch together with the engineers in our department.

Although it is a simple Tomyam lunch but we all do appreciate the heart of our manager. We are very grateful to work under you and thanks for all the guidance.

Tomyam Lunch of the day

PS: We went back later than our boss and supervisors after lunch =P

Reason: we went to KFC and have some dessert before going back. Hehehehe

Life after becoming a novice monk

As a continuation from the previous post, first thing I did after disrobe is to get back to laptop checking through the emails and Facebook notifications. But that was only a few minutes, maybe 5min only? The rest of the time were used up to tell my experience to my family members. I think my mother and brother laugh the loudest from it. Maybe it is due to the actions and mimics from me. IDK

One thing that stays with me for these few weeks after the novitiate program is not having dinner at all. But after a few days, I will just take simple dinner and I'm no longer the old guy that can eat up till 4 plates of rice. In addition to that, I have been waking up at 5am automatically.

Needless to say, I shocked everybody when I return back to Plexus. The first person that got shock was my supervisor, followed up by Poh Chin and the rest. I seriously don't look good in layman clothes after becoming Botamon. Nevertheless, I was welcomed by my supervisor with a few things to do:

1. Temporary take over his position as he will be on MC for the day
2. New trainee is here, hand down knowledge to him

The next thing will be, checking my emails in my computer. For heaven sake!!!

TWO HUNDRED AND THIRTY TWO EMAILS!!!

My computer hang when I tried to open the emails. After scrolling down the list of unread emails, 50% of it are spam. Thank you Poh Chin, Kok Pin and Peng Shen for the spams =) I know you all miss me.

Well, that is up in the office. Down in the production floor, I received the same expression from others. Either their mouth or their eyes opened up wide. All I can do is just smile at them back. hahaha... The most memorable scenario is when I meet the Costing department lady. She was trying to blow out her mucus out from the nose but when she saw me, I think she got shocked till she accidentally suck back her mucus. Oops..

During the lunch time, I met my process engineer in the employee entrance and once again, I see the big eyes of hers. We trainees were actually planning to go out to somewhere nearby for lunch. On that day, we went to Bayan Baru market for it. Due to my carelessness, I totally forgotten that I'm now a bald guy. When I step out from the car, my friends are happily talking while slowly closing the car door and that's where you see me fast running away for shelter. my head was burning.

In the market there, my head was constantly molest my the people there. Sadly to say, I don't really like people to touch my head. Not everybody can touch my head.

That's all for the story of a novice monk.

Life as a monk

Living in a world of fast pace, we actually had not intentionally lost our awareness of our surroundings. We were not really mindful with our environment, health, our mind but only with our work. But I do understand, in such world, if we are slow we will be stepped over and that's the end of us. GG.. I'm just trying to say is, even at the most busiest moment, let's just not forget about the things around us such as your family, your love ones and not to let the stress workload overcome you.

Hahaha... Yup, I went.. ahem, I participated in Buddhist Novitiate Program.
In Pali language, it is called sāmaṇera. It simply means Novice monk. Still don't know what I'm talking, refer to the picture below.

Commonly known as Temporary Monk

I spent 10 days there. Two days as an Eight preceptor (still got hair!!) and Eight days as a monk. When I register myself on that day, I have to surrender all my valuable belongings such as my phone, wallet and watches to the committee. Therefore, my apologies if I did not answer your call or reply your messages.

Anyway, the registration started in the evening at 5pm and that is the time I just pang kang nia. After punching out from Plexus, I speed all the way to catch the registration timing. Thankfully I made it in time.

There were in total of 18 participants (18 Golden Monks) for this years novitiate program from various age. The youngest is Form 2 which is err 14 years old? and they are TWINS!!! hahaha... It took me 5 days to study their difference so that I can differentiate them. According to them, their mother also has problem differentiating them too @@

During the night, we were introduce to our Acariya our Teacher, our Guardian throughout the 10 days. They are Ven Dr Dhammapala and Ven Saddhananda. We (novice monks) will call them Bhante (sir) if we have any question to ask them. Throughout the program, RESPECT is very important. The junior will put the palms together and greet the senior monks.

On the very same night, we have a brief introduction among each other together with our Master and each of our us were given a Pali name. Rumours said that the name is picked based on your birthday. I'm not sure how true but my Pali name is Kassapa. The history of Kassapa can be seen here. Another one is the Kassapa brothers. Google it yourself.

After all these ice breaking, I need to find my way to my room. The room leader's name is Ooi Ah Bah (Pali name: Upali), the easiest name to remember and he is the most senior among all of us. My room consist of Six people. Three youngsters and three uncles. OK, over here, I want to highlight this uncle. Lets call him Seevalee. Take note of this name as I'm going to mention a few times in this post. SEEVALEE remember it!!!

Seevalee is the biggest snorer I encountered in my life... On my first night, I can't sleep because of him. Here's a scenario for you, you open the room door and walk two rooms away, each room is about like hotel room distance, amazingly you can still hear his snore. This is how loud he snores.

On the the second day, our head were shaved by the monks and some of the Sri Lankan Monks seem to be very happy shaving our heads. Mine wan was so happy/ excited while shaving mine. *he was smiling all the way like an evil fella, Oops*

It is then we request our wish to go forth, to be a monk from the monks in Pali language (of course there is a book for us to read it loud) and each of us will have a family member or representative (in my case, my father) to offer the robe to us. The Sangha will then accept our request and symbolically tie the some of the robe over us. We will than change into the robe and gather in the Shrine Hall and request to uphold the 10 precepts. The rules of conduct I lived with for the remaining 8 days.

I undertake the precept to refrain from destroying living creatures.

I undertake the precept to refrain from taking that which is not given.

I undertake the precept to refrain from sexual activity.

I undertake the precept to refrain from incorrect speech

I undertake the precept to refrain from intoxicating drinks and drugs which lead to carelessness.

I undertake the precept to refrain from eating at the forbidden time (i.e., after noon).

I undertake the precept to refrain from dancing, singing, music, going to see entertainments

I undertake the precept to refrain from wearing garlands, using perfumes, and beautifying the body with cosmetics

I undertake the precept to refrain from lying on a high or luxurious sleeping place

Everyday for the 10 days, I woke up at 5am, all novice monks get ready before 5.30am and off we go to our small hall for a 30min Anapasati Bhavana (insight meditation). Needless to say, early in the morning, only SIX out of the EIGHTEEN people were meditating. What happen to the rest??? All went "fishing". I did my best to be mindful but I can only last for 10 mins for the first few days and it gets better as time goes on. When I can't focus anymore, I will open up my eyes but still sit there quietly not disturbing others. That's the time I can see many types of fisherman.

Type 1:

He meditates till his whole body lean forward.

Type 2:

He meditate till he open his mouth, and then you can here a soft snore coming out from it.

Type 3:

He meditates till his head can go round and round and round till his head hit the wall. The people beside him were awake by the loud bang but he is still doing his "sleeping meditation".

Type 4:

He does not pretend to meditate. He straighten his leg and sleep on the spot. Memang wonderful this fella

After that, all monks are to be gathered in the shrine hall to chat the Morning Puja (offering). To bless all the offerings made by the devotees. It took about 15 minutes to chant 15 pages of Pujas. After chanting, we will head to the dining hall for our breakfast which is offered by the devotees. Lucky enough, there are many devotees offering food to the Sangha (Community of Dhamma practitioners) Each time we eat, we will chant the sharing of merits with all beings and departed relatives.

After our breakfast, we will go to the Chief monk and pay our respect to him, asking for forgiveness for whatever we might have accidentally done and the time the Chief Monk will give us advice. Do take note, asking for forgiveness is done in Pali language also. It is a nice tradition/ concept where it should be practice in a normal lay life family; Where your children will come to you ask for your forgiveness and you give them advice on what to do or how to deal with their mistakes in the future.

After paying your respect to the chief, we will together clean the temple compound. Sweep and mop the whole temple. We were split into group which is according to our room and we rotate to clean certain parts of the temple. When we complete our cleaning, we will go have a bath, refreshes ourselves. OK, do you still remember SEEVALEE, sometimes when he bath, he sneezes. Normal people sneeze by just a simple blowing out the nose loud loud.. I believe most of you can imagine how an ordinary people sneeze. My experience with Seevalee is when I was bathing, suddenly I heard somebody practicing Kung Fu. Heee Huuu Heee Huuu

and do some walking meditation for 30 mins and off we go for Dhamma class. Over here we are taught the Buddha's teaching. Some of the Dhamma are quite profound but interesting. So deep till you will scratch your bald head to understand it.

That's how I spend the morning as a monk. At 11.30am, we will take our alms bowl and take our food offered by the devotees for our lunch. To those who don't know what an Alms bowl is, refer to the picture below.

This is an Alms bowl.

I survived my Ten days with that bowl. For the moment, this is the biggest bowl I have carried and eaten with. It can put I think 10 packets of Char Hor Fun into it and I doubt it is still full yet. Whoever kuai giak with me wan will also get spang with this bowl. It will be a *Phenggg* and you will see stars. It is made of metal. Dun siao siao. hahahaha

Everyday, we will have our lunch from 11.30am to 12pm. And whatever food that was inside the bowl, we have to finish it. The best thing is we eat with our hand and wash the bowl ourselves after the meal. The biggest challenge for me during that period is to finish all the food in 30 mins. If you don't finish on time, everybody will stare at you and that's the time you will feel paiseh to the max. One of my friend was taking his sweet time eating durian when the younger Samanera hurried him.. This is how the convo went: ~lets call the Samanera that eats the Durian as N and the person who hurried him as R.

N: *eating durian
R: N ah N, eat faster la.. everybody waiting for you, you know anot?? Just swallow the whole it.
N: huh *stares around, stop eating and throws the half eaten durian away*

After the chanting
R: Why you throw away?? Should swallow whole piece ma then your bottom there can grow extra one become three.
N: =.=

After lunch, we had two hours of break. That's the time where we have our own time. You may choose to sleep, or talk with your family members or walk round the temple. Anything that you name it. Most of the time I choose to just go back to my quarters and have a rest. It is not a wise idea to walk round the temple after lunch. Imagine your head under the sun without hair. Burning man.. lol

Next interesting event will be the Yoga. Our exercise for the week is Yoga session for 1 hour only. This is the most funniest hour I seen everyday. Can hear people ee arr ee arr screaming in pain. Hahaha.. I myself also scream for certain moves. But it helps me in sitting up straight for a longer period during meditation. Over here again, you will laugh seeing Seevalee doing the Yoga stuns.

When the Yoga is done, we are given time to bath and room cleaning. Clean the whole room and corridor and off we go for the evening Puja. Everyday after the Puja, we will chant different Sutta. Each day 1 Sutta. Eg: Mangala Sutta, Jaya Mangala Sutta, Rattana Sutta and etc. Spent average about half an hour chanting. Even it is raining, we will still go for the chanting.

After the chanting, back to Dhamma studies and Dhamma discussion. Over here we discuss lots of things that will enlightened us. I actually love Dhamma discussion. There's even ghost story/ experience was shared during the discussion. Interesting isn't it?? Right then we have a short meditation to calm down/ digest whatever we had learnt and Metta Bhavana (loving kindness meditation) before we go to sleep.

Every night, at 10pm, all lights will go off. BUT the youngsters like me can never go to bed in such early time. That's where we have "meeting" in a quiet place and start talking. Talk till 11 something or 12, than I will go to the room of Snoring Orchestra. Where 4 out of 6 people snores and 1 fella sleep talking. I get used to it as the days go past.

10 days just past like that with the same routine everyday till my last day. On the last day, all the monks walk out of the temple for alms food. We will carry our alms bowl and beg for food. In Pali it is called Pindapatta.

Me with my Kappiya (helper) in Pindappata

All the dry foods that were collected were sent to Thailand flood disaster. We have a closing ceremony and we accept the 5 precepts (pancca Silla) and then off we disrobe back into our layman life.

A group photo with our Teachers

As a conclusion from this I, slowing down my pace of life do make me realize lots of things. Realize how unmindful I am. Good mindfulness will lead to good concentration and good concentration leads to wisdom. Sabbe Satta Sukhi Hontu (May all beings be well and happy)

PS: I followed the Theravada Buddhist, meaning we eat whatever is offered by the devotees and not necessary strict vegetarian diet. But we only take two meals a day which is Breakfast and Lunch. We also sleep with the robe on and the robe serves as our blanket. Learnt lots of pali language too =D

Lets go Green War!!!

Yes people.. Its time to fight for the environment!!! In this battle we are going to plant mangrove trees. What is it called in Bahasa Malaysia?? Yes.. It is called Pokok Paya Bakau, NOT Pokok Tembakau!!!

Woke up super early in the morning on the 4th December to participate this war and drove my way to Kok Pin's house not knowing that he is still in deep sleep. Nevertheless, I'm still quite stim at that time.

Quak drove me and kok pin to Balik Pulau and it has been a very long time since I step into Balik Pulau. Took the opportunity to enjoy the scenery of it in every moment. Upon reaching the Balik Pulau Market, we ate our breakfast and was later pick up by some KDU employee to Sungai Burong, the battlefield.

On the way there, I get to enjoy the Kampung lifestyle, architecture and scenery on the way there again =) Looks very relaxing over there. The only disadvantages is no Queensbay, Gurney Plaza or 1st Avenue kind of shopping complex there. No time for Balik Pulau Laksa too. lol


Surprisingly, I get to find paddy field in Penang. PENANG ISLAND!!! The view was so beautiful that I can spend whole morning sitting/ standing in one spot just to see it. Along the way to the mud area which is inside some fisherman village, get to see some farmers harvesting the fruit trees. Something that is not seen in Georgetown. Indeed a nice view.

Believe it or not, this event is organized by KDU Mass Com final year students and I consider it a success already. Sorry, I rephrase it, a great grand success. All the helpers there are from KDU and you can only find 3 idiots there from Inti. LOL

All helpers are dressed in red t shirt while the participants that join the planting mangrove trees are in orange. Because we are not in the organizing committee, we are assigned to help a cha bor under the F&B. Lesson learnt from her is:

1. Woman is always right
2. Woman can hit guys as many times as they want without being counter attack (a bit unfair)
   

Participants from various schools, companies and organizations

The shoe that had been abandon after leaving the Mud

Fisherman Boats. The river water is used to water the Paddy Field

Mangrove planted by SHARP Employees

Overall view of the young mangrove plants. The background trees are the full grown ones

Fisherman on the way back from their catch of the day

Oh by the way, only 10% of the mangrove trees that were planted will only survive. On that day, there were err 800 trees planted i estimated and only like what, 80 trees only survive??? Man.. we are losing the battle. We seriously need more trees!!!

For more details, it can be read through the Star Online here. Full detail report from reporter is always the best. Hahaha..